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When she was alive, Mama would me about the times my sister Claire got herself into trouble. Not punishment, but she'd hurt herself almost everyday. When her wounds healed, it was as if they were never there; Claire was rarely mindful of her injuries. Whether they remained or healed didn't matter to her, as long as she could keep moving. I presume that's what made Mama worried, but at four-years old I could have cared less about what she thought, because to me Claire was brave, unstoppable, maybe even immortal.

I told my brother Gray about it. He smirked, "Once a trouble-maker, always a trouble-maker. I guess." I frowned. He had a point, and a couple of days ago I had to admit my feelings to Claire, that she was the problematic one out of the three of us. What bothered me was that I knew exactly where he was taking the conversation. I was far too old to punch Gray in the face, so I walked away and tried to forget about it. That was before I realized it was slathered and burnt-stuck into my head.

I had a dying dream, that we three would somehow reunite and live as a family again. It came true obviously, but only after a few unfortunate events. We were separated; Gray ran away, Claire found a job, and I was lonely. Meanwhile Claire's job wasn't exactly what she had in mind. It's what stopped her from coming back - she was trying to run from it. When she came back, long-story-short, hell broke loose. I like to think Claire had nothing to do with it, but Gray maintains that she started most of it, and Claire says it was all her fault.

Claire... Hasn't been acting her normal self ever since we settled in. She once told me about a bright light shaped like a girl that followed her around wherever she went. "Are you high?" was all I had to say.

As for Gray, he used to be such a loud jerk. Nowadays he's as quiet as ever, but he has kept his crude humor. Every now and then his charming smile will appear, then fade away like white noise. He found a job, a "good-enough" one. He'd wake up every day at an early hour, and not be back until supper. He didn't seem to care though and he still hasn't told me what his job is. One day I'll be in his shadows, and as soon as he walks into where he works, I'll jump out and yell "Now I know!" startling both him and his colleagues, and he'll be the only one embarrassed afterwards.

As for me, I stay home most of the time. I haven't thought about going back to school just yet, and whenever Gray mentions it: "Go away." I'm not exactly happy, nor am I depressed. I just thought that being a family once more was going to be exciting. Now that we are together, it's just as awkward and silent as our reuniting.

But actually that was the most unforgettable, happiest yet scariest moment in my entire life.
It's a Big World - Prologue
OH. MY. GOSH. I didn't know you could submit journal entries by clicking the submit art button too! How interesting yet pointless!

Good news, the moment you've all been waiting for. The return of my fanfiction *party* 
Sorry for the crappy writing and boring prologue and poor grammar and spelling mistakes. I didn't know what to write and I promised to write something soon so... Since this is just a prologue, as soon as you read it, forget about it immediately okay? 

I was reading TKAM while writing this at the same time, and I realized some of the stuff I wrote sounds like the first paragraphs of Harper Lee's book ._. I should probably edit it soon

All the characters plus the narrator Jill belong to me
It's summer, and nothing's happening! As every other summer has been in my life. 
Ahem... After reading darkstripelover111 's journal (right here --> Could it be... another MySims fanfiction?? (help) Good Luck by the way) I realized that I myself haven't written my fanfiction (right here --> oops! no existing link! haha). I HAVE been thinking about it for a very very long time, and I have most of it written down... I don't know. I mean, if deviants want to read it, I guess I could try to write it over the summer. Question, can I still include your OC's in it, I'm sure you know who you are.
And I also have another fanfiction in my mind! MySims related of course, about Basil and his days as an agent. It's the same plot as the MSA version (I don't have anything creative to think of so I'll just steal EA's plot) In this one he meets Claire for the first time. So yeah... I don't know... which one do you guys wanna see first?

AT's! Now I have alot of them I have already done and alot I still need to do. Unfortunately, my dad took the scanner away and put it in the centre!!! I have to make many trips there to scan my drawings, so the AT's might take a little longer... sorry.

Another thing. Lois is only dead in my nonexistent fanfiction. She's very much alive out of it. 
Another thing which is to me an IMPORTANT change. If you haven't seen one of my earlier journal entries ( here... --> Color Schemes. Facts. Changes. ) skip everything and read the very last sentence. Made a major change on Lois's husband
Newsflash! I took Claire's scars away. 
I'm too lazy to redraw all of the pictures with her in them, so I'll just leave them as they are, but starting now, they'll be gone for good. 
I hope all of you see this so that when you happen to draw Claire for some random reason, you'll know what not to include. 
Reason on why I did this? Well, back then I was always drawing characters like that... yep... and Claire the was one whom I decided I'd turn into an OC. Now I sorta regret it - giving Claire scars that is.

Either this will change very little, or change everything  
I kind of regret giving Claire scars. Like ever since I 'tinkered' with her personality, I kind of wanted to get rid of them. Thing is, it's pretty much her "signature look", and if I get rid of them I'm (and alot of other people probably) gonna have to make some changes on my drawings and major changes on *sigh* the fan fiction I might never ever write. So yeah, what do you guys think? Remove the scars or leave them? 
I was planning on submitting a sketch of my OCs colored in. Buuut my tablet seems to have a mind of its own. (it's broken) I'll just write them down here for now... yep... Along with outofnowhereandnotsointerestingokayimjokingtheyarealittlebitinterestingiguess facts...

Hair: dark brown
Eyes: grey 
Skin Tone: light
Mostly Seen Wearing: blue or grey sweater, white or band shirt, light brown or blue pants

Hair: dark brown
Eyes: grey
Skin Tone: pale
Mostly Seem Wearing: black button-up shirt with purple sleeves, black or dark brown pants

Hair: brown 
Eyes: light grey
Skin Tone: light 
Mostly Seen Wearing: pink light blue or yellow top, skirt of any color, anything she 'borrows' from her siblings, hair bands of any color

Hair: black
eyes: green
Skin Tone: lightly tanned 
Always Seen Wearing: black sweater, turquoise pants, brown shoes, flowers in her hair

Hair: purple
Eyes: red
Skin Tone: pale
Mostly Seen Wearing: black jacket or tank top, black pants, black boots, a silly hat, black black BLACK

Hair: red
Eyes: green
Skin Tone: light
Mostly Seen Wearing: ash purple or dark brown button-up shirt, brown pants, red tie

Hair: blue
Eyes: green
Skin Tone: light 
Mostly Seen Wearing: black jacket, white shirt, black pants

Hair: blonde 
Eyes: purple brown
Skin Tone: light
Mostly Seen Wearing: brown button-up sweater, light brown pants, scarf of any color

Hair: dirt blonde
Eyes: purple brown
Skin Tone: lightly tanned 
Mostly Seen Wearing: sweaters or dress shirts with flower or animal designs, black skirts, stockings of any color


- When Jill is older she wears things Lois was most likely to wear. Like dresses and floppy hats. She also has her hair in a long braid and dyes the ends of it pink.
- For about a year after Lois died Gray was a misanthropist. What made him stop was deciding to spend more time with his sisters.  
- Annabelle's real hair color is unknown. 
- Annabelle has a whole closet filled with silly hats. Her favorite is a black cap with big googly eyes.
- Aiden is known to be very kind, but when he's woken up too early in the morning, he can go berserk. You can use your imagination for that one. 
- Frank has been beaten by the police and the poor unfortunate souls when he was doing his job. He doesn't seem to mind though... 
- Basil has what's called a "silver tongue" (that gets tied into knots whenever he's talking to Claire)
- Claire secretly likes:
* uplifting, happy and peaceful music (her favorite music artist is Phil Collins)
* colorful clothes 
* sweets
* being hugged  

-Claire doesn't like Basil, because Basil tends to bring Gray down alot just for the fun of it, and Claire finds that quite immature.

That's... about it. 

Oh and about Lois' husband. Originally he left Lois for another woman, but I decided to change it. He went to war and never came back. And ever since Lois has been getting anonymous envelopes filled with money and cut-out hearts.


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